现在的我，在打着部落各都落泪了。知道为什么吗？
论外表和内部 我样样都是”输“给其他人！
我真的不知道我有什么好？
我什么都不会。
好象从小到现在，我没有可以办到一件好的事情。
现在，连我自己的功课我都做不好！！！
我现在在哭着打 blog 在房间，当我用华文的时候，就可以知道我真的不开心了！
我现在很烦！
这个 semester , 我真的遇到很多烦恼。(功课很多，工作又累)
我现在在房间里，听着 "Hillsong" 的歌，而且在哭！我不象给我看见我在哭！我真的很大压力。所以就上网打 blog 来发泄。
我有个朋友说，也许是我工作累了，而且又有功课要做所以没有时间休息！
就有压力的情况。是真的吗？
其实，我自己都不知道。
家人，我真的不敢在他们的面前哭。
因为，我那的这科，是我自己选的。所以，我不能在面前哭不管有多么的难受！！！！
在这个学期，有很多事情要做！真的很大很大的压力！
我不知道如何去弄我的时间。我不会配合。
真的觉得好失败。超级失败！！！！！！
I Love Taiwan!!!!
2 comments:
Dear sister in christ
I know you are having a hard time ln life. However, i hope this would encourage you
Plasm 23
1. The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
I want you to know that David face a lot of harship. He was alwasy chase by King Saul, he was also a sherperd, a sherperd has a lot of hardship, he killed lion, wolfs, bear and etc ! However, he was able to kill goliath becuase of the skills that he learn from the hardship.
Now like him, you also face hardship, but in a different matter, this is becuase our God is a living God, and the hardship he give is different according to time. But his love for you is always the same !
Besides that, learn to accept help when u really need it, sometimes it is help from God as David also receive many help from people around him.
Besides that, look at the early christien, they face procecution for the faith, but they all fight on, know that God is their sherperd, that is why we still had christianty in the world ! you must be like them. Fight on !
To tell you a little about my experince, i once had a ex-girlfriend who work and study. Althought it was hard for her, but she push hard, and she is doing fine. Not only her, i had many friends also who work and study, and it was hard for them too. But most of them had friends that are willing to lend a hand, but u must push also, search deep in ur heart.
In my culture,that is italian, we were famous for the Roman legions, Roman soldier, many believe the early Roman empire troops had deep will power to fight, that is why the empire, however, during the last few years of the roman empire, the troops had lower will power to fight on that cuase the downfall of roman.
How what i shared helps you
ps.Λουκας from Lucania
Lucas, i know is u rite? thx for ur comment! appreciate it much~
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