Choices

I was wondering that why we live in this world,
would be have so many choices? 

Choices of studies? 
Choices of working?
Choices of being friends?
Choices of in the relationships?
Choices of foods & drinks?
Choices of the moods?
Choices of the presents / gifts? 
Choices of books?
Choices of writing?
Choices of internet?
Choices of shampoo?
Choices of lotion?
Choices of make up tools?
Choices of vacation destination?


why do we need have a lots of choices in our lives? 
Can we live without them?


I just wanted a normal without stress, choices life only.
That's my simple way to continue with my life. 
But, could i do for it?

老公就是要找这样，女生一定很幸福。

1：无论何时何地都会很亲切的叫你宝贝或者亲爱的。

2：逛街时，不厌其烦的陪你逛到脚抽筋。还笑嘻嘻的关心你累不累。

3：你在身边不抽烟。不喝酒。外出应酬也会为了你而少喝酒。

4：做的一手好菜，就是不让你下厨房，说你做饭怎么不好吃，其实是担心你被油烟熏到。

5：吃完饭抢着刷碗，埋怨你洗得不干净。其实是怕你伤到手。

6：捧着零食陪你一起看他并不喜欢的片子，一边看一边喂你吃零食。

7：你睡觉时，会帮你把踢掉的被子盖好。

8：每天都会重复很多话，让你烦。其实他只是为了关心笨笨的不会照顾自己的你。

9：总吵着说你这不好那不好。其实再他心里你是最好的。

10：散步时，会和你十指相扣，牵着你过马路。

11：每月至少和你闹一次矛盾，目的是让你知道。你在他的心里有多重要。

12：愿意在他父母面前说你怎么怎么好。

13：有一个知己，而且你熟悉。

14：常对你说：“为了我，不许不开心” 

15：什么事情都不会瞒你，包括前女友来找他。因为他相信你。

16：同样大的年龄，你永远比其他人开心和美丽。

17：为了不让你做家务，要和你猜拳，你出剪子，他出布。

18：买衣服。吃饭都会会征求你的意见。

19：闲来无事，陪你聊聊天。谈你们的孩子以后叫什么名字。

20：有爱心，会养宠物逗你开心。

21：和你朋友一起吃饭，他的表现总是让你很自豪。

22：你做错事情，总要和你争论一翻然后他会道歉说“：宝贝我错了。” 

23：手机24小时开机。确保你任何时候都能找到他。

24：更喜欢默默的聆听你的抱怨。

25：记忆力很差，但是他对你的承诺，你对他的要求他却怎么都不会忘记。

26：爱唱歌，即使五音不全也会为你唱你喜欢听的歌。

27：很有上进心。

28：知道你喜欢什么讨厌什么。

29：吵架总是他先认错。

30：知道你和你父母的生日。

31：每天都会做好可口的早餐送到你床边。

32：跟你父母通电话会说：“伯父（伯母）你们放心，我会好好照顾你们家宝贝的......” 

33：每天睡觉前会讲笑话给你听。

34：睡的比你晚一点，醒的比你早一点。

35：从来不要求你要怎么怎么对他好。

36：偶尔会给你个小惊喜。

37：手机上你的号码是第一个。

38： 不管多忙都会发信息告诉你。他想你。

39：每次打电话都要求你先挂电话。 

40：从来不在乎你的体重是不是增加了。

41：会在你面前撒娇。

42：听到你说减肥，他会做很多好吃的，然后告诉你有我在你就不需要减肥。 

43：知道你化妆品的牌子。

44：会陪你哭陪你笑。

45：会买很多你爱吃的零食给你。

46：会帮你洗脚。

47：你的照片随身带在身上。

48：在你面前像个孩子一样。

49：你喜欢的衣服。他会毫不犹豫的帮你买下来。

50：你的生日，情人节或者什么纪念日总会买花给你。

51：不希望你受到一点点委屈。

52：永远都相信你。

53：生气时绝对不会和你吵架。

54：是个醋坛子。爱吃醋，但是绝对不会因为吃醋和你闹不开心。

55：记得你每个月的特殊时期。

56：吵架时绝对不说“分手”二字。

57：吵架时，你说了分手他绝对会努力的哄你，因为他知道你说的是气话。

58：成熟又不缺乏幽默。

59：有男子汉气概但是没有大男子主义。

60：天塌了，他会给你顶着。

61：说不清楚为什么爱你，爱你什么，可就是非常爱你。

62：你问他：“你能爱我永远吗？”他会说：“我不敢保证，但是我敢肯定的是，在我生命终结之前，我会一直这么爱你的。”

ATIC Annual Dinner~

Yesterday is the day most busy in my study life.. 

Why???

Because yesterday (26 November 2010) is the last day of my study in my life.. 

and during the day, is the most busy, tired and fun day.. 

Well, let me share with u the day on 26 November 2010! 

0730am : Woke up, took bath and wash hair, wash face, brush teeth.. 

0750am : Drying my hair with Hair -dryer and cloth in with college uniform..

0800am : Eat 2 pcs of bread with Cheese and Milo and ready go for college with driving.. 

0815am : Reach Gaya Street and found parking too.. (i round for 4 times oni i found it) **On the way going to college, my car keep repeat the KOKIA - ARIGATOU this song coz later got Japanese Test. 

0830am : Walk to new building and went up to class for ready the Japanese Oral Test

0845am - 0930am : Keep waiting for my turn for Japanese Oral.. 

0930am : Finally is my turn for Japanese Oral.. Abit nervous.. But Thanks GOD that i passed and i done 3 mistakes... T.T But i really tried my best.. =) 

0935am : Now is the time to practice singing test/ 

1000am : Amy is the first person who sing.. =) She is sing Miraei - Kiroro
1005am : Now is Onnie Turn..
1009am : Vivian Turn sing..
1010am : My turn to sing.. and... hmmm.. =) guess what? i just feel relax and i just close my eyes to sing all of it.. When the end, my lecturer told me that i just done 1 mistakes oni.. ^_^
1040am : Now waiting for the PPM Class Presentation of our report and get the final exam tips.

**Wait and wait wait wait wait......................**

1156am : Finally is our turn to present!! YES!!
1205pm : Done our presentation.. and just notices that my phone got a missed call from a Travel Agency =) and they ask me go for interview this coming Monday.. ^^v
1230pm : Finally all group presented and get our final exam tips!! ^^v then HOME SWEET HOME!!!
1300pm : Reach home and ate lunch..
1330pm : Watch my Taiwan Drama and relax..
1400pm : Ready go for a nap and later 1530pm wake up go for Vivian's House..
1535pm : Finally woke up, but still want lying on bed.. >< :P
1600pm : Ready go for Vivian's house..
1630pm : Reach and took bath at her house.. dry my hair again!! @_@
1645pm : Dried my hair.. now rest awhile and go to Vivian's room to make up..  *Oh my GOD, that is the 1st time i make up infront of my friends and~ ya, as u know i don really like to make up for last time, but yet now, YES I DO!!!*
1900pm : Go out lu from house and go to DnD!!! =)

1905pm : Reached lu.. =)
1910pm : Found few people of senior at DnD only..
2000pm : Start events! then i lazy want type edi.. xD

Show pictures times!!!

Pictures, click it!!

^_^

PS: i miss my all lecturers, coursemates!!! 

Japanese Sing Exam

Well, this Friday is my Japanese Oral Test..
and also my Japanese Singing Test too..
Oh my dear, im damn nervous and scared as well.. T.T
Hmmm... Some of my fren are going  Mirai aka Hou Lai.. =)
While im going to sing Arigatou by Kokia..

Click the below link to listen for it..
Kokia - Arigatou

Thanks!!! ^_^

Rush

Just now at 2148pm, a staff of Air Asia is calling me for asking me to go interview at this coming 21 Oct at LCCT - Sepang..
at 1st, when i heard it im super happy..
but after i think, it might bring to me sad..
why?
1st, on 21 Oct is at Thursday..
and im gonna missed class.. (i just start class this weeks as u guys know)
2nd, i scared im fail again like the stupid MAS!!! (gave me a damn good reason)
3rd, its expensive of the air ticket.. T.T Almost RM700
4th, i don know how now??
5th, once i reach there, where am i going to stay?
6th, if i fail, im gonna face scolding by my dad again and again i heard those bad things!! argh!!!

Can anyone telling me how???
i really confused about this?

Baju Kebaya

Hey guys~~ What's up now! 

Well, now im gonna have my 2 weeks holidays! 

And guess what?

I had nothing to do at home.. 

Everyday woke up, brush teeth, eat some things then play internet / laptop!!! 

SIEN ar at home!!! @@

anyway, this is the baju kebaya.. >< 

This is Reddie Baju Kebaya~~


The reason i wear this because this Saturday im going to have an important interview which they requirements that female candidates need to wear Baju Kebaya~ 

My Funny reaction... LOL!!! 

REally weird.. LOL!


Btw, wish me good luck for this Sat.. =]
At first i really think of that Baju Kebaya is quite hard to wear and also walking..
But now i more prefer on Baju Kurung and this, Baju Kebaya~~
Very nice to wear~~
I wish i can wear it.. =]
Its so comfortable... xD 

Japanese Homework

Wow~~ Phews~~
Finally i done my Japanese Diary~~
@@
OMG!!
I took me 2 Days 1 Nights to complete with it..
T_T

Page 1 with full of Japanese Words.. == 

Page 2... Full of Correction liquids.. 

Exam again

OMG~~~
Next week Friday gonna be my 1st paper of exam which is ICT~
I really hope that i can do well in my exam..
Because this is my 5th Semester, and along this all semester, my result average can be saying very good level..
Coz every time i keep talk to myself that i will be study more hard than other people..
and as you know that this Tourism this industry..
so i don want to disappointed my family..
and ya.. ^^

erm.. currently im doing the Japanese 2 Diary.. OMG~~
Is hard because i don know what i can write at the diary by using Japanese words.. T_T
hmmmm.. what else? Monday till Thursday im gonna to study and write out the all the tips out.. =]
so i might be seldom online this week..
hmmm..

This month many things happen on me..
2 weeks i less online coz of some reason.. ^_^
erm.. and what things? got sweet, bitter, sour and spicy.. @_@ faint of this..

Mooncake Festival is coming soon~
and now my dinner table is full of the mooncake.. @@
Got from Tai Tong, MultiBake, Port View Seafood Restaurant, and 1 more but i don know what name.. =.=lll
anyway, im gonna study!!!! GO!!!!

Taiwan Trip

Today i just get confirmed from my mom thru the travel agency as on 19th Dec untill 26 Dec~ and i cant believe that i will be having my 1st time Christmas Year / Christmas Day at Taiwan... ^_^ yeah!! im really happy with it.. because next year i also will be going to Taiwan too.. =] erm... what else? i cant wait for the day come.. but i know that i need to be suffering of my study and assignment for my last semester at ATIC and then only i can have my 1 months holidays.. beside that, next year i will be working as well, so damn good and great because i can earn $$$, taking more experience of workings and know more about travels things.. So, i think that's all 1st..

Finally

Oh Well~~ Finally my birthday is passed~~
And finally that my mom found a new servant~
And finally that i can rest awhile for not doing housework
and finally that i can sleep late a bit..
and finally that i can do whatever i want~
and finally i can concentrate on my exam
and finally i can no need to work anymore!!!
and finally i can do what?
and finally i can love what i want to do..
and finally i can what??? @_@
Oh ya, and finally i can go shopping and movie!!! XD

Malaysian Study

Well, yesterday night i tried my best to "memorise" the answer for my exam of Malaysian Study for today (20/8) mid term exam~ 

but in the end, im failed to memorise it or study with it.. because its totally stress.. because almost half of my coursemate is failed.. and i felt so so pressure at all~~

I kept tell myself that don give myself too pressure, maybe the exam question will not be harder as i think.. 

So, i went to my room and took my Mr Lappie to play FB game.. ^^v 

Then, talked phone with friend awhile and around 1230am, went to sleep... 

This morning when i woke up, my brain totally blank~

I wanted to take revision, and feel sleepy and lazy, but i had to do it because later 1040am i will take the exam alone.. T_T 

And for your extra information, that is my whole life 1st time exam alone.. Its sound scary~ >

Then went to college, my good "uncle" - Fred is accompany me while he is eating his real breakfast and his "breakfast = smoking".. ahahaha... and he is such a good uncle... =] then, suddenly appear with Kaesen~~ LOL!! and he wanted to shock me from back but his mission failed!!! wakakakaka... and both of them eating breakfast while i stressing and sracthing my head!!! T_T 

Then went to class as usual which is Malaysian Study subject also.. >,< 

and seriously i keep stress-ing already.. during the class i kept concentrate on lecturer and takes notes as well.. and i din study again.. =.=lll

And this is the time come.... MID TERM!!! 

alone.. quite.. no one with me except the ah beng lecturer><

so lastly he dump me alone in class and he told me that he got class need to teach!!! @@ faint!! 

so, i just as usual just normal and concentrate my exam.. 

1 Hour later, i done my exam... i directly went to the office and i'm luckily met with the lecturer so i asked him to mark infront of me... and i felt sorry that actually that time he was totally busy with his job, but he also marked the paper too.. thanks so much to him.. but too bad is im too stupid as well, too honest to him... 

In the section b, actually i just correct 6.5marks but he go counted it as 7.5 marks.. then i told him to re-count and is 6.5 marks.. T_T and means it decrease my marks but not increase my marks!! stupid Me!!! T_T haiz.. but im very happy as well coz i get 5.4% /10% .. =] Praise the LORD!!! 

After that, went to Block A to wait my mom came to fetch me and uncle Fred home.. =] erm.. then today finally i can eat KFC as my lunch.. the services of the KFC quite bad!! don really like it.. like turtle!! >

but suppose just now lunch is Burger King, but because of some reason, so i choose to eat KFC as my lunch.. ^^

and this afternoon raining quite heavy!! ^_^ wanted to sleep afternoon but my bro ask me to do somethings.. =.=

erm.. then today is Matta Fair as well.. and i chosed to do not help my EX company anymore! Since the boss can be 2 faces of people, i don want.. In front of me is okie, but at the back of me said me like "pura-pura sakit coz of the chicken pox" damn u la!! Now is the time that why all the staff leave them!!!!

Chicken Pox 3

Well, today is my 10th day of getting chicken pox (actually not getting but is getting go in)..

and today i also went to see doctor as well~

and guess what??

IM RECOVERED!!!! and i can go to college!!! ^_^ (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay)

i'm so happy with it coz i already get bored at house for 1 weeks plus!

here cannot go, there cannot go!! it was totally at JAIL at home.. ><

btw, and i got asked the doctor wheter i can eat chicken meat or not? 

and he said YES!! Of course u can!! 

and i straight ask my mom to let me eat chicken meat for tonight dinner.. =] hehehe.. 

i oso can eat durian as well~ ^^ yummmieeee... 

What else?

2mr i can go back to college, and i know that im gonna faced alots of problems which is i need to in a short time to catch up everythings that had been lectured, and i need to sit for 2 mid term, which is Japanese 2 and  also Malaysian Studies as well.. >

and i really hope this 2 subject i can pass on it.. =]

hmmmm..  what else? and it seems like almost 1 months i din go to church, just because i said before i get chicken pox, my little sis get it too.. >< so, ya~ T_T 

Chicken pox 2

Hye guys.. how are you recently?
Well, as your info now, i get chicken pox and i need to rest till 6th Aug.. After that i don know yet, but i hope that i want fast fast recover..
Coz this bad chicken pox is making me itchy, suffer, high fever till 40 degrees.. T_T
OMG~
and, i oso got  come >< lll (girls know abt it...) =]
erm.. what else?
hmmmm.. i will be postpone my mid term of MS and also the Japanese 2 Test 2 as well.. T_T
means im the last person who exam the mid term... wakakaka...
is it a bad things or good things for me?
btw, hmmm... now my body, not whole but not much.. just erm... middle of it is having the red dots coz chicken pox ma.. ><
hahaha...
then, my face oso got a little bit too.. T_T adui..
but i hope that it wont leave me any scar~
coz i edi enough ugly.. if still got scar then i really don know how...
hmmmm..
and, i felt so bad that my mom need to do the housework alone as she just fired the useless servant that really can't helped her much but made trouble more~
hmmm.. and i saw her that she is tired from working, but i cant even help her.. T_T just felt so useless~
haiz...
but now, i need to complete my assignment of it.. i left 2 more assignment!!! Fighting Amanda~
and lastly, I MISS MY FRENS, FOODS!!!!!

chicken pox

Chickenpox is a common illness among kids, particularly those under age 12. An itchy rash of spots that look like blisters can appear all over the body and be accompanied by flu-like symptoms. Symptoms usually go away without treatment, but because the infection is very contagious, an infected child should stay home and rest until the symptoms are gone.

Chickenpox is caused by the varicella-zoster virus (VZV). Kids can be protected from VZV by getting the chickenpox (varicella) vaccine, usually between the ages of 12 to 15 months. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) also recommends a booster shot at 4 to 6 years old for further protection. The CDC also recommends that people 13 years of age and older who have never had chickenpox or received the chickenpox vaccine get two doses of the vaccine at least 28 days apart.

A person usually has only one episode of chickenpox, but VZV can lie dormant within the body and cause a different type of skin eruption later in life called shingles (or herpes zoster). Getting the chickenpox vaccine significantly lowers kids' chances of getting chickenpox, but they might still develop shingles later in life.

Symptoms

Chickenpox causes a red, itchy skin rash that usually appears first on the abdomen or back and face, and then spreads to almost everywhere else on the body, including the scalp, mouth, nose, ears, and genitals.The rash begins as multiple small red bumps that look like pimples or insect bites. They develop into thin-walled blisters filled with clear fluid, which becomes cloudy. The blister wall breaks, leaving open sores, which finally crust over to become dry, brown scabs.

Chickenpox blisters are usually less than a quarter of an inch wide, have a reddish base, and appear in crops over 2 to 4 days. The rash may be more extensive or severe in kids who have skin disorders such as eczema.

Some kids have a fever, abdominal pain, sore throat, headache, or a vague sick feeling a day or 2 before the rash appears. These symptoms may last for a few days, and fever stays in the range of 100°-102° F (37.7°-38.8° C), though in rare cases may be higher. Younger kids often have milder symptoms and fewer blisters than older children or adults.

Chickenpox is usually a mild illness, but can affect some infants, teens, adults, and people with weak immune systems more severely. Some people can develop serious bacterial infections involving the skin, lungs, bones, joints, and the brain (encephalitis). Even kids with normal immune systems can occasionally develop complications, most commonly a skin infection near the blisters.

Anyone who has had chickenpox (or the chickenpox vaccine) as a child is at risk for developing shingles later in life, and up to 20% do. After an infection, VZV can remain inactive in nerve cells near the spinal cord and reactivate later as shingles, which can cause tingling, itching, or pain followed by a rash with red bumps and blisters. Shingles is sometimes treated with antiviral drugs, steroids, and pain medications, and there's now a shingles vaccine for people 60 and older.

Treatment

A virus causes chickenpox, so the doctor won't prescribe antibiotics. However, antibiotics may be required if the sores become infected by bacteria. This is pretty common among kids because they often scratch and pick at the blisters.

The antiviral medicine acyclovir may be prescribed for people with chickenpox who are at risk for complications. The drug, which can make the infection less severe, must be given within the first 24 hours after the rash appears. Acyclovir can have significant side effects, so it is only given when necessary. Your doctor can tell you if the medication is right for your child.

Dealing With Discomfort

To help relieve the itchiness, fever, and discomfort of chickenpox:

• Use cool wet compresses or give baths in cool or lukewarm water every 3 to 4 hours for the first few days. Oatmeal bath products, available at supermarkets and drugstores, can help to relieve itching. (Baths do not spread the rash.)
• Pat (don't rub) the body dry.
• Put calamine lotion on itchy areas (but don't use it on the face, especially near the eyes).
• Serve foods that are cold, soft, and bland because chickenpox in the mouth may make drinking or eating difficult. Avoid feeding your child anything highly acidic or especially salty, like orange juice or pretzels.
• Ask your doctor or pharmacist about pain-relieving creams to apply to sores in the genital area.
• Give your child acetaminophen regularly to help relieve pain if your child has mouth blisters.
• Ask the doctor about using over-the-counter medication for itching.

Never use aspirin to reduce pain or fever in kids with chickenpox because aspirin has been associated with the serious diseaseReye syndrome, which can lead to liver failure and even death.

As much as possible, discourage kids from scratching. This can be difficult for them, so consider putting mittens or socks on your child's hands to prevent scratching during sleep. In addition, trim fingernails and keep them clean to help lessen the effects of scratching, including broken blisters and infection.

Most chickenpox infections require no special medical treatment. But sometimes, there are problems. Call the doctor if your child:

• has fever that lasts for more than 4 days or rises above 102° F (38.8° C)
• has a severe cough or trouble breathing
• has an area of rash that leaks pus (thick, discolored fluid) or becomes red, warm, swollen, or sore
• has a severe headache
• is unusually drowsy or has trouble waking up
• has trouble looking at bright lights
• has difficulty walking
• seems confused
• seems very ill or is vomiting
• has a stiff neck

Call your doctor if you think your child has chickenpox and you have a question or are concerned about a possible complication. The doctor can guide you in watching for complications and in choosing medication to relieve itching.

If taking your child to the doctor, let the office know in advance that your child might have chickenpox. It's important to try to avoid exposing other kids in the office — for some of them, a chickenpox infection could cause severe complications.

My Left Hand Painful

This morning when i woke up, i felt that my left hand very painful and couldn't move at all..

So i fast fast to get up from my bed and find my mom with the face of painful and crying..

And i found out my mom, i told her that my left hand is totally no feeling at all, she was shocked about it and she throw all the things at her hands and she massage softly and gentle on my hand..

that time i felt painful but also warm.. @@ and i don know how to describe the feeling of it..

but, i know that early morning i was T_T already.. because it is really really very painful..

After mom massage, it better at least i can felt somethings.. but.. T_T when i brush my teeth, wash face, and change cloths.. i cried again..

felt that my whole body is totally EXPIRED!!!!

i felt so bad..

Last time when i was at PLKN, i had broked my leg's tissue..

Now is my hand turn.. T_T

i felt my body really not functioning at all..

haiz..

what is happening on me? T_T sad sad sad

Then, just now during the ICT and HTM exams, i really tahan - ing my hand with painfullness..

but no one know about it..

i don know how.. but im ok with it..

what else?

and this coming Thursday night im going to Sandakan for my college trip..

I will be back during Sunday afternoon like that...^_^