I cant aspect from it

maybe this things oni got few ppl know about it.. but i don knw what is it happening.. i felt so sad.. and i want to talk out, so i decide to said it out..
Well, just now.. my mom and bro was argue because of my little sis..
this is one of the conversation im talking with my bro's gf.. 

-aMaNdA- (http:amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:05PM):
jie
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:05 PM):
 hey wat happen?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:05 PM):
 haiz
 jz now
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:05 PM):
 now i call ur bro cannot reach pula
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:05 PM):
 i was laying monopoly
 at living room
 then bro came out la..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:05 PM):
 then?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:05 PM):
 then like bro go talk sis's bad things so ..
 sis cried
 i ask her n him to stop it..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:05 PM):
 wat he say oh?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:06 PM):
 n mom came n slap my sis n her's leg too
 then mom was marah n scold bro that with 23 yrs old gaduh with 9 yrs old kids
 is very fan
 actually
 mom fan of her work
 then back home see us like this
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:06 PM):
 aiyo~
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:06 PM):
 then bro keep lawan cakap with her la..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:06 PM):
 i know i know~
 ur bro told me d
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:07 PM):
 he feel so sorry too
 he keep cry when he call me
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:07 PM):
 then he go take his camera and video my sis
 haiz
 then sis keep cried cried la..
 then mom like lazy want talk with him so mom go take her phone n car keys and want go out
 but i go stop her..
 then bro lagi..
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:08 PM):
 he said: "go find ur fren to drink alcohol la.."
 mom more marah n just went out
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:08 PM):
 wat?!
 aiyo`
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:08 PM):
 i stop her at the place put shoes
 there
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:08 PM):
 why him de oh
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:08 PM):
 my mom keep open the door (gate) and now my right hand the akal there painful
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 then bro oni came out and said sorry to mom n hug her
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 aiyo~
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 but, mom go in room liao
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 call ur mom don angry~
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 sis crying
 bro went out
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 call xiao ping don cry lorr
 big girl d
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 said that he went out with Farell
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 hai..
 i know
 i called ur bro
 but now his fon was off
 i donno how
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 but i call farell jz now, he said no
 so i knw bro is lie
 T_T
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 yalorr~
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:09 PM):
 i don knw how..
 haiz..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:09 PM):
 donno how~
 hai..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:10 PM):
 make me worry la him
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:10 PM):
 n yday bro went to drink alchol
 u knw that ?
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:10 PM):
 i told him lawan cakap wif mom is wrong
 he keep cry
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:10 PM):
 ya i knw
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:10 PM):
 he tell me today
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:10 PM):
 then i got saying him that y lawan cakap with mom ?
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:10 PM):
 did he bring his 012 out?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:10 PM):
 then he said ntg de bah
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:10 PM):
 hai~
 i think his mood not so good recently
 cuz working
 then his test
 somemore im so far away
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:11 PM):
 no time for him
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:11 PM):
 no, he din bring his 012
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:11 PM):
 so, his temper not so good
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:11 PM):
 that's y i worry
 haiz
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:11 PM):
 he got tell me he will go out
 but din say with who
 help me tell ur mom tat im sorry
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:11 PM):
 not yr fault ar..
 aiyo
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:11 PM):
 mayb cuz our relationship problem make ur bro like tat
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:11 PM):
 i don knw how ??
 T_T
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:12 PM):
 i was like sesat
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:12 PM):
 hai~
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:12 PM):
 T_T
 haiz
 T_T
 can i go out now??
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:12 PM):
 u know lorrr
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:12 PM):
 hmmmm
 i don knw
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:12 PM):
 i see ur mom and ur bro
 not like mom and son
 like fren
 tat why ur bro pandai lawan now
 u wanna go out d?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:12 PM):
 i felt so bad..
 i don knw how ??
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:13 PM):
 haiz
 T_T
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:13 PM):
 mayb leave them alone first
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:13 PM):
 i want to go beach there to shout.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:13 PM):
 let them calm down
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:13 PM):
 i knw..
 but..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:13 PM):
 tmr will be ok de
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:13 PM):
 haiz
 hope lo
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:13 PM):
 at least ur bro know he's wrong
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:13 PM):
 but he off his phone now ?
 haiz
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:14 PM):
 jie, what should i do ?? ?
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:14 PM):
 hmm
 don worry first
 now u're the head
 the one in charge to settle this situation
 lol~
 just, let them calm down
 and one thing
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:15 PM):
 i donno why ur koko love to consume alcohol since he know himself was bad in it?
 easily get drunk
 i scare he go drink again
 then cham..
 i think tmr everything will be better
 ur koko tmr 2pm got mid-term..
 tmr sunday so ur mom can rest
 u also can relax a bit..
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:16 PM):
 call xiao ping don cry lorrr~ tell her to forgive her bro ok?
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:16 PM):
 ya...
 haiz...
 but 2mr i work
 i don knw ..
 aiks..
 i felt fan!!
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:16 PM):
 u work?
 hmm
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:16 PM):
 yes
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:16 PM):
 be careful lorrr
 don worry
 will be ok de
-aMaNdA-  (http://amandawithmanda1990.blogspot.com/ (updated on 10 Nov 2009) says (10:16 PM):
 i will
 now i worry them
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:16 PM):
 i also worry
 now i so far
-MiChEl|e LiM- says (10:17 PM):
 donno what to do
 more worry
 as i know, ur koko love to go sutera the sea side walk
 if til very late he haven't back and din on his fon, mayb tat's the place could find him

and, im so hurts about it..

i don know am i suppose to do?

haiz..

i lost my direction

i don knw i should go talk with mom or go talk with bro or little sis.. ??